It Goes A Little Something Like This

© 2017 Amanda Gordon

Hello insomnia my old not so good friend. (Now hum that song hello darkness my old friend and we get the picture.)

Man! 

I had this huge plan to wake up, and post part two of my short story series today. Instead, I’m waking up half alive. 

Wait …? did that just sound depressive?

Whoah whoah whoah saddle yourselves. 

I mean like I’m running on three hours of sleep on this glorious Saturday; thanks to my over active mind. Bla bla bla who what now and where whuh?

This happens if not once a week, at least once a month to me. I know many people in the world struggle with this issue, and everyone has a different reason why. 

My reason: I battle with being overstimulated. It’s one thing to work daily, and do what I gotta do. It’s a whole other story though when I’ve got a doctors appt. here, there, around the bush, and around the bend…?…?…(seriously! Where did my ROFL emoji go??) 

Being out of my schedule everyday this week honestly threw me off so far beyond return… My rhythm went haywire. ?

You all probably noticed my angst you vibes. ? Rarebear didn’t get her hideout sesh from the world at all this week. 

I get so overstimulated, when I gotta do that. Man! If only I had my nifty little corner to hide in every where I go ?

Do they make those?

I spend countless hours analyzing everything I did, said and should, bla, bla, bla. Shoot I spent countless hours amalyzing AND getting down on myself for posting yesterday’s article. I felt …wreckless with that one.

Then I started reading opinionated mans blog and started realizing; aren’t we all just on here creatively crafting our opinions, from our little portion of the bloggerverse?

Huh? … Oh right..sorry.

It got me thinking. The same friend I mentioned in yesterday’s post , also mentioned their battle with anxiety, that resonated with me because I too, struggle with anxiety. 

My question: do we get anxiety because we overthink or do we overthink because we have anxiety?

 Oh and sorry about the delayed part 2. I promise it’s coming. Maybe later today, may tomorrow. The world shall never know…except for me. ??

Soooo… Before my tired mind  continues on with its whatever it is I’m doing here right now…I’ll uh….sit down on my comfy couch over he in my corner. 

The question tho… ☺️☝️

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See ya on the next one??….

Rare?

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